what's up santa and co?

it's boxing day... which means only one thing. SALES! yes, I did go out a purchase a few lovely items, but nothing I do gets that one thing off my mind. nothing can distract me quite right, nothing I buy, or recieve as a present can give me what I want. that stupid christmas song really did apply.

yesterday was christmas, and that is an exciting time for all, though I have decided that I much prefer the lead up to christmas, rather than christmas day itself. in my family, christmas day is quite... boring really. we see the whole family, we open presents, we eat.. a lot. and that's about it, no fun traditions, no nothing. although I usually love christmas, like it's my favourite time of year, but this year it just wasn't happening. I think I can figure out why.

this year I was away from the one that matters, the one person I actually wanted to spend christmas with, and couldn't. pretty sure I looked pretty gloomy all day, but as much as I tried, I just couldn't help but feel sad and a tad frustrated. everyone else got to see their person on christmas, why not me!? I know, I know, it's only been like two weeks, but still. oh how I would give to be graced with his wonderful presence. I can't get him off my mind, he's taken over it. nothing I do can stop the thoughts flooding it. maybe it's the distance that does it, I don't know, but what I do know is that it just doesn't stop. I feel like if I keep myself occupied then the time will go faster, but in my head, my time runs between when he's going to call, how long till I see him, and so on.

whether he knows it or not, I'm crazy about him, and it really is taking me so my strength not to just jump on a plane right now. distance is freaking hard, not gonna lie, not gonna sugar coat it, but man if this all works out, so so worth it, and I would not give it back. I guess I just have to be grateful for what time I do have with him, and know that it won't always be like this. It's also probably me being a moody teenage girl, whatever.  I just have to believe, because it is so worth it, and I ain't giving him up.

twentytwo days

thoughts are flooding the mind again, what better way to voice them than to write

so there's this guy. he's somewhat new in my life, and he's pretty darn cool.
only problem is he does not live close by, which poses as a slight problem, but we can do it.
I shall be seeing him in just over three weeks time, and I am so looking forward to it. I don't think he realises just how much he brightens up my day and life in general. is it possible that someone you just met only 2 months ago can have such a massive impact on your life? clearly it is, because he does.

in twenty two days I shall be overjoyed by the amazingness of his company. in twenty two days he shall be blessed with my company also.

a lot can happen in twenty two days I have discovered though. in this twenty two day waiting period, there's Christmas, New Years and many more joyous occasions that one would think I'd be thrilled by. don't get me wrong, love those times of year, but suddenly they don't seem so important anymore when all I want to do is spend them with him. obviously that is not going to happen, but it just slightly saddens me to think so. I really hope to spend many other Christmas' and New Years' with him, if he shares those same hopes.

so I met him just two months ago, or a little over. we hit things off pretty well and now I can't imagine my life without him. he really is one of my best friends, male friends that is, the other female best friend wouldn't here of it! it's just, how can all these feelings and tight bonds have been formed in such short time? I really don't understand. the only way I can try to describe it is that we just get each other, and have done since we met. we never get bored of each other, or each other's company, and you'd think living so far away would have pushed him away, but infact it's done the opposite and has brought us closer and stronger. we make it through the distance and I'm sure we can make it through just about anyhting. whether he be reading this or not, he really has changed my life for the better and in only two months. no one has ever done that before! definitely someone who needs to stay in my life!

there's my little rant, back soon!

new beginnings

wow it has been a very very very long time since I last posted, and I now realise just how stupid I sounded. but here I am again... still writing.

so since I last wrote, on May 27, Pete's birthday might I add, a lot has changed. like a lot.
for me personally, I have met some crazy cool new people, that have changed my life for the better. there have been many ups, and many downs to go with them.
for starters, my best friend is moving to Sydney next year for nine months (to have a baby, obviously). letting her go will be one of the hardest things to do, but she so deserves to go, and I'm sure she'll love it.

my cousin also returned from Kenya, and that has been amazing to have her, she is no longer my cousin, but one of my best friends. I love having her round, she's a pretty cool Currie.

In October, I headed over to Adelaide, following my best friend, making sure she didn't do anything stupid. I met some pretty darn amazing people there too, one of which I new before I went, but whome completely lost my trust and broke my heart watching him break hers. going there, he thought I would eat him alive, which was partially true, but luckily I didn't, because he's back in the good books after the repaying he did.

He and her have this friend, however, who has had oh such a huge impact on me. this friend is one of the single greatest things that has happened to me, in a while anyways. he's pretty great, something special indeed. so we met, not too long ago, and we hit things off pretty well straight away. he's lovely, he's kind, he's pretty flippin amazing, whether he knows it or not. he's one of my very best friends, and I like him mucly. though he lives in adelaide, which means I don't get to see him all the time, and that saddens me.

last weekend he came down and visited, which was freaking great. we spent a lot of time together, and as of the 12th december expressed his feelings, to which are mutual. I am over the flippin moon. I think sometimes he doesn't know how great he is, and how much he brightens my day. I love every minute talking to him, and he is really something pretty great, pretty special, something I am not willing to give up. I am proud to call him one of my best friends, and something more at that. I cannot wait till he visits in January, it will be amazing!

that's about enough from me, I think anyways. sometimes we just need to take a break from all this 'telling the world our life' stuff. because the world doesn't need to hear everything, and it also means that after a little while we look back on it and realise how much can change ridiculously in such a short amount of time. after many ups, and many downs, life is treating me pretty great! 

Trades

I read a book this week, it was a cook book.
It said that  women's second trade is homemaking.
I think this is the order of a women's three trades.
1. Baby making
2. Homemaking
3. Cleaning
Makes sense yeah?

'When you can read you can cook!'

10th June Op Shop formal
11th June Shez's 18th party
15th June Shez's Birthday and Emma comes
Following week exams week
Following week work experience
Following week Queensland
Following week TCAC.
Far out brussel sprout, that's intense!

What do you do when your heart's in two places?
You feel burned but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it.
When you've found the right one.. at the wrong time.
*cool piano thing that I can't work out*

Peace brother.

Cute PJ's

You're my Exception

I love you, Elena

I like you now

So, here we are

Today my dad was really nice. He sent me a really cute message saying "I hope you have a really good day, lots of love". Naww, what a nice dad. Then when he picked me up from work he had a bag in hand that had SPC jelly and fruit, which I'd asked for, and creme' caramels. All for me :)
I thought it was pretty nice.

MAGGI. Happiness made simple.

Bad Days

I had the worst day today, it went something like this:

- Woke up really tired because I was woken up in the middle of the night last night
- Mum tells me we are probably getting the car I DIDN'T want
- I open the cupboard and find that dad didn't get the right food I asked for
- It's really cold
- Go to school, find out injections were today
- Then find out injections are going to be in P1+2, which was when I had wheelchair basketball
- Got to do about 10 minutes of wheelchair basket ball because of it
- Go to shop to find a birthday present, didn't have it when they said they would
- Come home and find all these loud trucks in your driveway chopping down all your trees
- Walk inside, complain to dad
- Arm still killing me, have to go to dance
- Dad tells me no one can take me to dance, because they're test driving cars
- This means I have to get myself to dance via public transport
- It's in Nunawading


I'm downing my sorrows in metres of lickerish because safeway doesn't sell them in any smaller packages, and I only needed a little bit for a cake decorating.

LIFE SUCKS. But the Amazing Race is on tonight, so it'll be alright, because Shez and I will be on there. One day,

CIAO BELLA!

2012

If we all die in 2012 then I have wasted that last year on school.

So I think I should drop out in preparation for the world ending. Sweet.

What the future may hold IF the world doesn't end up ending:

2011: Finish year 10

2012: Finish year 11
            Say bye to Shez for a year
            Go to Costa Rica for a month
2013: Finish year 12
2014: Gap year
            Possibly do a 3 month course in Sydney
            Save up money
            Go to Europe and America
2015: Get into a full time 3 year interior design course
            Possibly in Sydney

Em's puppy is quite cute.Seriously. It pee'd on her the other day.

Emma is coming soon, it'll be pretty cool when she gets here.

Pete's birthday is next week. I have no idea what to get him. It sucks.

Alice got her hair done, it looks amazing.

As I'm hopefully going to Costa Rica, and their first language is Spanish, I'll leave on a Spanish note

Hola Boots!

Lazy Sundays

Friday night:
Came home. Watched Vampire Diaries. Tidied my room (cleaning week). Went to youth. Came home with Shez and Liam. Watched t.v. Went to bed.

Saturday:
Woke up at 12.Went internet shopping. Took Chester for a walk. Went to work. Came home. Listened to Nikki Webster and Delta Goodrem. Did homework. Went to bed.

Sunday:
Got woken up at 8.30. Went to Albert park. Did the RSPCA Million Paws walk. Had morning tea. Came home. Had a shower. Currently laying in bed.


What a weekend!

I reorganised my really cool early 2000's C.D collection the other day. I hadn't looked in forever. I think my favourite band from back then is S-Club7. They were the greatest. Then followed by the Backsteet Boys, then the Spice Girls. I still have a soft spot for Nikki and Delta, they were pretty cool back then.

There ain't no party like an S-Club party

talents

I was watching Australia's Got Talents tonight, it was alright.

What are some of my random talents?

- being able to down a tube of condensed milk in 5 mins

- having knees and elbows that bend backwards

- finding whatever I want on sale, always

- playing my piano exam without opening my book

-  writing essays in record time the night before

Yeah so I haven't written anything in a while, and was under some pressure.

So... yeah, don't really have anything to talk about.

I'm going surfing tomorrow. Kill me now. It's going to be 12degrees TOP down at Phillip Island, with storms. Oh my.
I also may be going to Mt Buller and Costa Rica -- separate trips though. Costa Rica would be amazing.

Angry Boys starts tomorrow, it's part of my drama subject to watch it, so thats some good homework.  

I think that's about it in my life. People suck,  God's pretty cool, that's really all I can say. Peace out

Texas Forever

 Clear eyes

Full hearts

Can't lose!

Tomorrow's Friday. Good Friday. Tomorrow night's Good Friday.

Good Friday Night. Friday Night Lights. On Good Friday. Best.

Some people, they well... suck. Love them anyway.

Maybe all they need is a little bit of love.
Love is not our duty. It's our destiny. 

Jesus died for you. He's pretty cool like that

~Texas Forever~

Riggins.

Number 33.
Dillon Panthers.

what a pretty Bo

Bo Burnham.. *sigh*

Before youtube i walked through life..
..and now I frolic 
Youtube's been like a father to me..
..accept youtube's not an alcoholic
Sorry Mary, welcome to youtube

Bo Burnham can teach you all sorts of things, such as         'How to play piano good enough to get you laid.'
Lesson 1: Be introspective
Lesson 2: Learn arpeggios
Lesson 3: Say "arpeggio" often
Lesson 4: Play a chord, nod, then scribble
Lesson 5: If feeling ambitious, tussle hair
Lesson 6: Piano benches
Lesson 7: Play octaves


Your eyes are like arpeggios on fire


I can go on facebook this Friday. It's pretty exciting.
Did someone just say Friday?
Friday, Friday, gotta get down on Friday. Everybody's looking forward to the weekend, weekend
Anyways, so I can go on facebook on Friday, because Friday happens to be GOOD FRIDAY. This isn't just any good Friday, I'm going to be watching Friday Night Lights on my Good Friday Night... with Shez.
The plan is we'll pull an all nighter getting through the whole 1st season of FNL, with no breaks. The food for this grand night is:
- Pop tarts
- Ben and Jerry's cookie dough ice cream
- cookie dough
- Hash browns
- Magic Mousse
and so far that's it, but there WILL be more.
Prior to this we are attending the Eastern Vic Good Friday youth service at The Ville.
Joel McCoy is guest speaking and it's tipped to be a... well... Good Friday Night. WE SO EXCITED

P. E. A. C. E. Peace to the Middle East, go planet!

that's a lot of waffles

5 tips for life:

1. What are you, stupid? Red eye flashes twice

2. I made this for you

3. Jeffery ate all the waffles

4. Jeffery's bored

5. Don't eat a real jellyfish, OR YOU'LL DIE!

I was trying to snap a picture of my buddies Bill and Bryce

Bill takes lots of pictures, so he gave me some advice

He moved before the second flash

photographer? yeah right

What are you, stupid Bill? Red eye flashes twice!

I was a leader at jcac this year
It was themed LOL.
Laugh Out Loud

Live Out Loud

Love Out Loud.

It was pretty rad

5 things I LOL'd about at camp:

1. Pink teams red faces attempt

2. Jacqui and Shez' sorry song

3. Zoe's 'Leah, look at me Leah'

4. Hash Brown and Shezii bubs

5. Ride the horse, wipe your bum

My friend Shez and I have really cool conversations, man you wish you were us. She yells as me, I yell back louder. Basically we see who can have the best insult, and that person wins the conversation. A lot of our conversations also consist of Julian Smith. For instance: Elsie: "I made it because I love you!!" Shez: "I'm not going to drink it" Elsie: "I HATE YOU!" Shez: "What are you, stupid?" Elsie: "Red eye flashes twice!" and so on. The other day I caught her telling a young camper in my group how lame I was, I didn't care.

Don't ever talk text talk to my face, or even in text. It's my pet hate. Don't get angry if I don't respond to messages. My phone and facebook are not my life, and I don't respond to non repliable messages. Don't tell me how short I am. Believe me, I know. Yo, get it?

See you then Blair and Serena

I'm too legit. Too legit to quit. But now I'm not legit. I'm unlegit.

And that's why I must quit.

Jelly Fish

Jellyfish, Jelly Fish. It's a small difference but could save your life.
Get some jelly and some fish, put em' in a sandwich, DELISH.
Don't eat a real jellyfish. OR YOU'LL DIE!


Trust me, Julian Smith knows his stuff.


The ultimate questions:
- Go back to blonde, or stay brown?
- Should I have a 16th?
- Shez' 18th theme, Suit Up or Vintage?
- Pink or White marshmallows?
- Summer or winter uniform?
- Am I hot or cold?
- Crusts on or crusts off?

Things I enjoy:

- The word quench

- Julian Smith

- Receiving mail and parcels

- Picking up people from the airport

- Surprises

- Sitting on the shower floor

- Long train rides by myself

- That 3pm bell

- Getting facebook notifications

- Mini baby warthogs

Things I dislike:

- The word squelch                                                                   2014 all the way.

- Poorly tied ties                                                                       See you then Europe.

- Tag dags

- Not properly folded collars

- Slightly unstraight pictures

- 4 wheel drives

- Coffee

- Stray hairs

- Brown bread

You Stay Classy Santiago 

Mind and Body

I'm sitting in mind and body - lame yr 10 Psyc.
I'll blog instead of work on 'stalkers and stalking'.
Speaking of stalkers and stalking, there was a paedophile in my school the other day.. in the girls bathroom. I did not feel comfortable. State Schools are great schools.

3 words.
8 letters. 
Say it, and I'm yours.
Love. From the start.

Love is not our duty.
It's our destiny.

2014 dudesss. Europe and America.

Stay Sweet Denise

Gen X, Y, Z

I am Gen Y, the tech savvy bunch.
Gen Y live in a world of technology, and are the risk takers. Gen Y is 1980-97.

Oh how I wish I was Gen X, my parents are Gen X.
*sigh* Gen X. Man, what a laid back bunch. Straight form Woodstock. Loved freely, so chilled about everything and totally chose social life over work. Though because they were so chilled, relationships did not last so long.
One lady once said "Generation X is made up of cynical, hopeless, frustrated and unmotivated slackers who wear grunge clothing, listen to alternative music and still live at home because they cannot get real jobs. It is a label that has stuck."


Gen Z, the ones that know no different. Born into technology, it's all around them. 4 year olds working iPads, 10 year olds with facebook. They don't know life without the net or technology.

Oh how I would love to be Gen X. Be hippy, chilled and go to Woodstock in my Kombi Van.

What comes after Z? maybe the same stupid person who decided that X should come after Baby Boomers will decide..

Do the D.A.N.C.E, to the B.E.A.T, just as easy as A.B.C

Do the dance, do the dance.

Marshmallow Mousse

Today I made marshmallow mousse. Well I didn't exactly make it, I bought the ready made powder and added milk to it. It was great. I highly recommend it. It says it serves 5, and believe me, it really does. But I ate for all 5. And I did the same a couple days ago with chocolate mousse. I personally like the marshmallow mousse better.

I have a friend, Pete Davis, who is great. We used to call each other marshmallows. I would be the pink marshmallow and he would be the white. It was pretty cool. We were the best of friends, and still are. He once cried when he moved up to 4yr old kinder before me. How cute!

Why am I eating far too much mousse you ask?

Shez and Sam are moving to Sydney next year. I'm so happy for them both, but I'll miss them like crazy. SO right now what I am doing is sorting out the food that will be great for when I have a meltdown and they're not there.

So far I think I will go for cookie dough, ice cream, mac 'n' cheese, mousse and custard.

I will NOT put on weight.*determination*

Don't get me wrong, I want them to go, I'll just miss them. A lot. That's all.

I can't WAIT for Beastly to come out. It will be AMAZING. So will Prom, and Monsters Inc 2. But seriously, a modern day Beauty and the Beast.. HOW COOL!

It's got NPH, The guy from Wild Child, Venessa Hudgens AND Mary-Kate Olsen.

Today, I ironed for the first time.. Win

Today, I ate 5 servings of mousse.. Win

Today, I learned that Joshua 5 says circumcised 8 times.. Win

Clear eyes, Full hearts, CAN'T LOSE!

                                                                                                                       

Fillet 'O' Fish

The worst insult is to call someone a Fillet 'O' Fish.

"You would order a Fillet O Fish wouldn't you". OUCH

"You're such a Fillet O Fish!" BAM

"That was a Fillet O Fish act" HARSH

A Fillet O Fish is one of those shocking Maccas inventions. No one really buys them, and no one is ever caught eating one. Why do they exist?

- WHY?

 

..Why do things exist?

..Why don't things exist?

Why don't magic unicorns with colourful horns exist?

Or realistic chick flicks?

Or even perfect boys?

Boys. *sigh*. They make us laugh, and cry. And everything in between

We love them, we hate them, then we love them again.

Love. Love is not our duty. It's our destiny.

Today I watched Gossip Girl, Friday Night Lights and Greys.

I really want Dan and Blair to get together, because they left me on a cliff hanger. Who does that? Yesterday I watched the shooting episode of Greys. Even though I had seen it before it was exhausting!

I also want Lyla and Tim Riggins to get together properly, he's pretty great. Aghh Tim Riggins. How great. I love Beau too, I want him as a child for myself. Tim Riggins is so great I would almost compare him to Damon Salvatore. WOW.

~ Texas Forever ~